A Snowball Fight EpiphanyWhat do you see when you look into my eyes? Don’t leave a message, because you can’t write it, don’t open your mouth, because you can’t speak it, don’t just stare, because you can’t see it, don’t go to sleep, because you can’t dream it, don’t even bother, because you can’t think it.A Snowball Fight Epiphany
And I won't stop thinking of you, because I won’t forget it.
December 14, 2003
The Almost-Forgotten Onecold steel the feel of death under my chin the spinning of life around me this girl of mine astounds me with her grace blinds me with her face angelic lightsThe Almost-Forgotten One
A Summer Orientation StorySo many phrases roll around in my head… So many things to write and say and yet my mind can’t seem to grasp anything long enough to remember and keep them there.A Summer Orientation Story
Why do I even try? The ones that I want, I can’t have, and those that I can have, I shouldn’t.
I stand back and watch as if I don’t belong there, watching everyone else act as if they know what’s going on. I stand aside, I am an outsider looking in a brand-new world that is not indifferent to my own. I am not afraid.
Colored lights swirl to the beat of the music,
A Free VerseThe world spins around me and becomes a blur of sadness. And now, ladies and gentlemen, a free verse: Fuck you and fuck you, and fuck even the guy that may be sitting next to you, for none of you are my friend. I have no friends. This is not some cry for pity, nor do I want it, especially not from you, but after seventeen years of believing that someone in this world or any world cares about you even the slightest bit, can you possibly imagine what I felt when I realized one day that I have no friends? No one loves me. Now, by love, I do not mean some sexual tA Free Verse
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